———— Life update! ———— Hey guys, I’m sorry I took a break f..
Added 2021-03-01 23:27:15 +0000 UTC———— Life update! ———— Hey guys, I’m sorry I took a break for a while. Sometimes filming can be difficult for me (live with noisy family and struggling with balance of work/uni/well-being) but I’m planning on recording a set of videos and pics. Will be staying in a hotel so I’ll have the opportunity to film somewhere much nicer than my always messy bedroom. But I must come clean, I don’t think I want to gain at the moment. I’m happy at my current weight (89kgs/198lbs) but really worry about being unfit. I sweat so much when I’m at work now omg I swear I never used to! Ah it’s honestly embarrassing and it makes me wanna build my fitness up. I must look like such an unfit fat pig to my coworkers 😅 Even my family have become more insistent on me losing weight after “letting myself go” 😭 I think they’re shocked I haven’t lost any yet after months of me saying I was going on a diet. But I do feel super unhealthy and think that for my own well-being that I need to exercise more and eat a little healthier. Though I still might stuff myself and have some shakes as a reward for my hard efforts 💪😋 Ooh and I’ll try not to take any more unannounced hiatuses! Hope you’re all well xx
