Happy friday!!!! I managed to take some good noods today 👌 O..
Added 2022-02-05 03:43:59 +0000 UTCHappy friday!!!! I managed to take some good noods today 👌 On another note, update!!! This week has been a struggle week for me! I'm really hoping to pop right back into my normal stream schedule next week! (Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and friday!) I apologize my my absence offline. I thought maybe I was getting sick again at first? But honestly might just be a rough week for me. Have had the spins again (if you've been here for a while you know I used to get them frequently!) And lots and lots of brain fog and poopy mental health. And just not feeling sexy at all, tired and can NOT get enough sleep no matter what I do. I've gotten bl00d work done in the last year, but the doctors office I went to is terrible and didn't help me at all. I spent the last few months of 2021 being too scared to go back to the doctor. But I've really struggled with work and being able to function everyday. So I think it's time to get some IN DEPTH bl00d work and try and see what's wrong, finally. This has been a long time coming. But I feel like I've truly exhausted all of my "do it myself" options. And I don't want to keep being absent from stream, or not be able to a source of positivity! And sexiness! I feel like I haven't felt sexy in so so long. You guys always make me feel good on stream, but me myself, I haven't felt sexy. I couldn't even tell you the last time I masturbated offline! Which, if you guys know me, I had an insane sex drive previously. So I guess what I'm saying is, I'm still trying. All my personal avenues of getting back to streaming regularly just haven't seem to get me there completely yet. So time to get a little help I think. I hope youre all well! And please know how much I miss you guys when I'm offline 💗 it's stupid how much I miss you all! I'll be back online FINGERS CROSSED next week for a normal schedule. Ps any ideas, or thoughts, or suggestions anyone has! I'm open to hear. Literally anything that might help. Feel like I've gone through and tried it all. But im all ears.
