Happy hump day!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🐫 Thought of the day : I think since h..
Added 2022-11-10 04:29:59 +0000 UTCHappy hump day!!!! 🎉🎉🎉🐫 Thought of the day : I think since hitting 34 weeks pregnant (not sure why 34 weeks did it for me) I've felt like the countdown really started. Because 5 weeks and some change sounds a lot closer then 7 weeks or 6 weeks for some reason lol And I feel like now that I'm on the home stretch of pregnancy, only 30 days until my due date, I have come to peace with my body a little bit. Not entirely. And I absolutely still don't recognize myself in the mirror. And maybe it's just because the "changing drastically" phase is nearly over, or maybe because I won't get much bigger then I am now. Or maybe I've found a bit of peace in my body changing just for this tiny human it's growing. But I feel a bit more content with it all. So much has changed on the outside, and I know stepping into motherhood a lot will change on the inside too. But one thing I realized I don't want to lose in all of this is, myself I dont want to get lost in all the change. I'm still me. And I want to make sure I keep my self identity and the things I like and appreciate close to me. And my body is a big part of that, because you all are a big part of that. And my sexuality is a big part of that. And my job is big part of it! So maybe that's why it's felt so scary changing this entire time, because so much of my self feels so connected to my body. But also why it feels better and more peaceful now that that change is coming to a close. Or maybe I just feel more connected to myself because I'm in so much pain all the time, and my body is prepping itself for labor and I can't help but feel all of that 😂 who knows! Either way, thanks for coming to my self identity and self image Ted talk. As always, you guys are the best ❤️
