Life ✨️ Wednesday and thursday were wash out days for me. I ..
Added 2023-08-04 19:56:06 +0000 UTCLife ✨️ Wednesday and thursday were wash out days for me. I have given myself time to feel and my anxiety thanks me for it and i can move forward! We had a scare with small human and the stairs so my anxiety was just at an all time high. And i think i sat there for hours just watching him breath 🫠 He is okay! Im okay! He continues to surprise me and be chaotic and hitting his movement milestones far too fast... hes a wrecking ball lol but some angel or good luck or grace of some shit kept him from getting uber hurt during his mishap. Saturday is still a-go! I have a babysitter 🙏🎉🎉 So i will be fully present and getting back to everyone! This week small human also decided we are going down to 2 naps a day 😀 how fun lol so were getting used to that schedule too. Cheers to getting in a groove in august. Can this month be the month? Please please please, i need it! (Also please go easy on my anxiety, its bad. And motherhood has made it 100x worse. I know shit happens with babies and they arent as fragile as we think. But i may need therapy cuz my anxiety always says otherwise 🫠 i just am always transparent with you guys! And try my best to tell ya whats going on ❤️ so everything is always raw, and how i would tell a friend about my life)
