Life update : Lack of time is an understatement I have ente..
Added 2023-09-09 14:09:36 +0000 UTCLife update : Lack of time is an understatement I have entered the sleep deprivation club once again. Im not sure why small human hates sleep lately but im exhausted and running on empty my friends. He also got 2 teeth at once. Not one, but two. And has since bit me and made my nipple bl33d 😭 he has woken up almost every hour of the night some nights. The other night he woke up at 6 and didnt fall back asleep until 730. And didnt go to sleep until nearly 1130pm that night. Im at a loss of what to do. Im hoping its just a stage. During the day i have to hold him or he cries. No matter what were doing. The only exception is when were outside. He loves being outside. Otherwise im holding him, or if i have to put him down he just cries until i pick him back up again... or give him food lmao This mama is exhausted and i dont get any help putting small human to bed or waking up with him at night. I feel just really deeply unhappy to be quite honest with you guys. Ive felt this way for a while. And im riding the rollercoaster. Im trying to go with the ebbs and flows. And i LOVE my small human. That is not the problem. I just dont get the help i wish i did. And i feel like ive really lost my self identity with not having time to work or time to myself for that matter. I have tried to write this out like 5 seperate times on multiple different days and i get interrupted and have to put my phone down and onlyfans doesnt save it as a damn draft. Much like my brain lately though, set something down and forget it. Speaking of which ive already had to pause and come back to this now. Luckily its still here lol But im just feeling lost this past little bit. Ill come back ❤️ just gonna navigate the depths of "no sleep" for a bit i guess
