Hello from the depths of postpartum ✨️💓I am still ALIVE!!!!!..

Hello from the depths of postpartum ✨️💓

I am still ALIVE!!!!!!! said like im Frankenstein or some shit 🤣

But for reals... im still here. Currently sat to innthe bathroom, heres my coffee and my lil one half asleep in her lil chair. My time is ticking cuz this lil one doesnt stay asleep for more then 5 minutes unless shes being held lol she is a BARNACLE. seriously i cant put her down without her being upset. So weve done a lot of baby wearing, and my shoulders hurt really bad but my heart is full. Mother hood has fulfilled me in ways i never ever thought it would. I am absolutely lost in it right now, ive got no idea who i am or which way is up or down. But i know the different noise my lil one makes and know what she needs for each one.
I thought i could come back quicker this time around cuz i knew what i was doing with parenthood. And i do! But also now i have 2 lil ones who need me which is more complicated then i originally thought. And i thought it was gonna be hard lol 😆 but were getting through. Im surrendering to being needed instead of trying to fight it this time. Its made us all happier i think!

Buttttttt with all that said, im still here! Day is still alive and well. I just gotta figure out some time for me and some time. And i absolutely will 💓 its gonna be like a train lol a slow start but once i get back to it ill be cruising and itll be easy. So i will get back to daily posting of sexy stuff! And messages and everything else 😊 its just slow going.

So please look forward to the future with me! I thank you all for still being here! And for sticking with me through all these life changes and literally every single season ive been in. I love you all from the deepest depths of my being. And this feels like such a integral part of who i am now, and my self identity. I dont plan on going anywhere and i plan on being in this for the long haul!

On that note. I will be posting more now, im finally to the point postpartum ive stopped shark week stuff (after you have a baby its like that for 4-6 weeks) so ill actually be able to hopefully take some pics here and there. And im getting more of a routine set and stone with both lil ones. So i can get to messages during down time / nap time.

There are no guarantees in life for timing of things. But i can promise im not going anywhere 💓 and i soooo appreciate you all not going anywhere either! Sending allllllll my love and every single good vibe i can muster