mood when I notice just one person bought my new video and I paid 200 for hotel and other costs plus put a lot of work, effort and time in it plus want people to see it cause itβs fucking hot. I know everything gets more and more expensive not everyone can afford ppvs itβs fine.. itβs just frustrating at this point and makes me think about quitting cause I can be a hoe for free privately without putting all this work in sharing and creating content for you. I need a few days to think about everything