Տꢝ ȴӀѴᦷ ՏⲦᖇᦷᗩⰏӀᚺG ᗩⲦ 9:45. ӀⰏ сᖇᗩѴӀᚺG Ⴗꢝꓴ ᗷᗷႷ ᗷꢝႷ, Ӏ ᗠᦷⰏᗩᚺᗠ ..

Տꢝ ȴӀѴᦷ ՏⲦᖇᦷᗩⰏӀᚺG ᗩⲦ 9:45. ӀⰏ сᖇᗩѴӀᚺG Ⴗꢝꓴ ᗷᗷႷ ᗷꢝႷ, Ӏ ᗠᦷⰏᗩᚺᗠ ⲦꡘᗩⲦ ꓚꢝꓚᛕ ꢝᖴ ႷꢝꓴᖇՏ, ᖇꢝꓚᛕ ՏꢝȴӀᗠ ᗩᚺᗠ ⲦꡘᖇꢝᗷᗷӀᥒց ᖴ꤀ᖇ ᗠᗩᗠᗠႷՏ ȴӀⲦⲦᛕᦷ ႭꓴᦷᦷᚺՏ ꓚᖇᦷᗩⰏ Ⲧꢝ ꓚꢝѴᦷᖇ ӀⲦ, ᗠᖇӀⰐꢝӀᚺG ᗩⲦ Ⲧꡘᦷ ⲦꡘꢝꓴGꡘⲦ ᖴꓴꓚꯙ. Ⰿꢝᖇᦷ ⲦӀⰐՏ = Ⰿꢝᖇᦷ ᖴꓴᚺ♛ ȴᦷⲦՏ Gꢝ ȴꢝᮔᦷᖇՏ ӀⰏӀՏՏᦷᗠ Ⴗᗩȴȴ

FUCK THESE KAST 4 years- read on if we’re friends- Everything I thought I knew nope dumb as shit, oh and super cute lol I turned 30,🤮and then you guys came fucking 31🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ I’m the only US resident in my family left that lives here. Got aggressively and vindictively heart broken and for the following solid 3 years I waited likeba dumb bitch above above all I WAS FAITHFUL ACTUALLY, upkept most of his impossible rules/advice/control methods for idek fuck it. But this all ended and I had to accept that there was no resolve 💔 So this comeback is a personal thing tbh- y’all have taught me that feeling sexy and hot and desirable isn’t a negative or critique worthy content and to accept them both with pride and do better next time. Life has become very simple: I moved, now own a puppy named Jackson (may make appearances), starting a small business, creating some magic for all y’all, both NSFW AND SFW, making a whole new group of friends bc I know -7 people here, and sincerely forgiving myself for the past bc last time I checked you can’t fix that shit 🤷‍♀️I was so disassociated I sincerely fell like a mirror to absolute minuscule shards of shame and held on them to remind me of the pain because I was told that repetitively by the man who had my heart.
When we officially “ended” I couldn’t breathe without panicking and having an episode, I would medicate, cry, Lana Del Rey, scroll the web for what I did wrong and that pain lasted 4 years. The constant negativety that came about any attempt to I made to salvage us simply taught me we had nothing healthy going and his disconnect destroyed any ounce of confidence I had and quickly l became a shell of Dasha. It’s been a hell of time and finally FUCKING FINALLY I’m emerging as I am meant to be l must dedicate the time I have now to embracing any creative, introspective, metaphysical, sexual glow up things I can get my hands on. This life shit is hard you guys so send a chat please if you need to just say it aloud or vent or scream obscenely at me(🙏)

Sorry to rambal let’s go live bitches 9:45 PST, 12:45 EST