I was quite frustrated this evening because I have to enroll..
Added 2024-07-29 21:25:03 +0000 UTCI was quite frustrated this evening because I have to enroll in my master's program this week and didn't get a spot at my preferred university. This made me feel like once again I wasn't good enough. My Master called me and I talked to him on the phone, and he comforted me. That felt good, and I felt better afterward.
Then he asked me to kneel and write about the topic "I belong to my Master and have no way to end this relationship or influence it against his will." (I was actually supposed to write something about this by Thursday. However, I couldn't do it then because I didn't feel a strong connection with my Master last week. It's extremely difficult for me to maintain the feeling of our connection over a distance, especially in times when he has little time for me.) Today, however, the task went well, and it felt really good to write about it. I am quite happy and content right now and am going to sleep now 🥰
I wish you all a good night 🤗💜
