Added 2024-05-20 21:49:41 +0000 UTC
sorry for not being active alot is going on in my personal life as of right now sorry if this is alot but i wanna be open with you all as to why i have been away i miss you all so much 1- im taking care of sick family members that are very important to me 2- trying to take care of my sick self and keep going in and out of the doctors for my mouth, and tummy probs and the meds they give me make me sick to the point i cant really do anything ive been trying my hardest to just walk and move 3- my 2 family cats that i have had sense i was 9 are dying and there is nothing i can do other then make the rest of there time as comfy as i can 4- as most of you know i bought a fixer upper house because i wanted to make my house a home and its still not done because alot of the work is done by me and my husband and one room is being a big pain in the ass dealing with all of this on top of trying to work and push stuff out is hard and im very stressed ive been working in the background working on model stuff and as much video editing as i can but its just alot ill have some post up by later today and will make post for the next coming days and weeks as best as i can i miss you all so much i miss talking to you guys and streaming as well im trying my best to get better and to come back to you guys and trying to make my come back enjoyable for you guys as well but i need to rest and take care of my loved ones ima be more active for messages and such now that i have my ducks more in a run so to speak but im really sorry for just stepping away without saying much it all just happened at the same time and i couldn't get ahold to what was really going on but im doing a bit better now so im trying to come back slowly as i heal i love you guy so so much and ill be back to full silly lily soon <3
