The offering of one to another I sit here, Drowning myself ..
Added 2024-06-09 20:33:32 +0000 UTCThe offering of one to another
I sit here,
Drowning myself in the knowledge of losing you.
I had a crutch who aided me in these troubled times,
They passed away a few years back,
Now I'm alone In my grief,
Therapy helped separate my pain, my anger and my sorrow into 3 individual feelings,
I was mixed up in surviving and loss.
So I pour the whiskey,
I open then wine,
Cracking open a can of beer,
These 3 things we shared amongst others,
But these were what brought us joy,
Food, water and company.
Darling yours is my favourite still.
I feel you when I'm at my lowest,
I hear you when I'm standing tall.
I've lost others before and after,
But your loss left a whole nothing could fill.
As I remember kneeling.
Feeling myself give into the otherside of the veil.
That's when you brought me back.
That moment of sheer love washing over me,
I may not have been able to save you,
But you have saved me then and every time I get that low again.
Your love taught me many things,
We shall always have that night together.
The night I nearly gave my all to one person.
Your ring protects another who needs it,
So I take a drink,
"Skal"
I honour you with yours.
And I say thanks, I love you, I miss you and may you be the life of the party wherever you are bae.
