Life is a very interesting thing. Today you are on a wave an..
Added 2023-11-11 14:18:39 +0000 UTCLife is a very interesting thing. Today you are on a wave and feel like a super hero, but tomorrow you may have nowhere to live.
The worst thing that can happen to you in a foreign country when you are just an emigrant is problems with housing and documents. So far I’m coping heroically with the second point, but with the first I have a conflict.
To say that I am very scared is to say nothing.
I'm very, very scared. I feel like a cornered horse. I want to scream “help!!!”
Give me back that carefree time when my only problem was that I didn’t wanted to go to kindergarten."
Anxiety grows exponentially.
I decided that this could no longer continue, I needed to pull myself out of this hole, by the hair.
Now it is important to concentrate on work and discipline yourself. Don't give up and move forward.
The morning started with an early rise, then I went to the shower, I wanted to wash off my past life. I don’t know how much it works, but it seemed to me that after the shower I was a different person.
There was still some food in the refrigerator.
“Not bad...” I thought, “you can make breakfast from this.”
From a dusty box where various rubbish lies, I took out my pleinner and wrote out a plan for the day.
I started doing all the steps one by one. Maybe at the end of the day I'll even be proud of myself.
There's still half left, I can handle it.
I finally finished the last details of the painting (scroll the photo to the left), write your opinion, I will be glad to receive your feedback.
And don't forget, if you want to support me, you can always purchase one of my paintings. Now this is very important to me 🙏🏽
