y’all, i’m exhausted. physically, emotionally, mentally. i h..
Added 2024-08-02 02:40:25 +0000 UTCy’all, i’m exhausted. physically, emotionally, mentally. i have the worst brain fog from the extreme stress of packing and moving an entire house across state lines in three days (plus, of course, horrible stress-induced nausea). HOWEVER!!! stress levels are rapidly decreasing bc i’m finally here. with (melatonin-induced) sleep and healthy eating (my appetite is slowly coming back), my brain will repair itself, so i’m only slightly worried ;p
fun fact: the house’s hvac was broken when i got here, so the house was in the upper 80s. my dog walter started vomiting from the excessive heat, but luckily the vet said it wasn’t heat stroke, and he got lots of fluids and some nausea meds and he’s been doing okay. the vet bill wasn’t pretty lmao but i would move mountains for this dog, so i don’t mind. we’re both recovering nicely.
i have several customs to film, conversations to be had, and messages to answer, which i will get to in the next few days. all i ask is for a little more patience! i know i said i’d be on today, but i truly didn’t expect this move to knock me on my ass like it did.
in other news, both my old community and my new one have helped tremendously. i’m overwhelmed with all the love that has poured in from my friends, my family, and the literal dozens of strangers that volunteered to help. god has been so kind to me this week.
anyways. this was a long update; i’m kinda rambling. let me tell you, though, that just a few days ago my brain wouldn’t’ve been able to string this many words together, so just being able to say this much brings me so much joy.
everything will be okay.
love y’all, and i’ll talk to each and every one of you very soon.
bobbie
