

hey, it’s been awhile. i just wanted to check in and let everyone know i am alive. the truth is just that real life needed to take precedence over my online presence.
i can’t, and don’t want to, get into all of the personal aspects of it.
what i can share is that i needed to step back and consider myself and my wellbeing. being online & making content is fun, but it also came at a heavy toll to me. i was once a self sustaining freelancer, but i have spent the last four years in limbo as my online income was regularly threatened and even dramatically reduced by bans, leaks, AI... my comfort and life was too often dangling from a delicate string of algorithms.
i am still trying to navigate my feelings about being online. but the good news is i am officially sustaining myself with my day job; i am no longer burdened with the fear of losing my income, life, and comfort due to puritan policies. i hope that by removing the burden and stress of mandatory posting and content to make ends meet, i can just… be a goofball on the internet. and whatever comes from that, cool.
there are no strings on me ❤️🩹