Going to bed sad, alone, physically and emotionally defeated..
Added 2021-09-19 07:51:40 +0000 UTCGoing to bed sad, alone, physically and emotionally defeated and exhausted. Hadn’t cried for hours in one day like that in so long. I miss my friend. I didn’t do my best today, but I tried to be ok all week. I knew it would hit hard, but I wish someone had been here. Wish I could’ve been held, or felt loved. Hard to be alone in grief. Feeling rejected and forgotten by so many too. Shitty. Tomorrow’s a new day though I guess..
