hey everyone!! so look im just going to be super honest with..

hey everyone!! so look im just going to be super honest with you guys! its no lie that 2019 was the craziest year of my life. i got divorced and I had a relapse. Up until 2/19/2019 I had 6.5 year clean and sober, yes sober I didn't even drink at the club. I know I have a few club customers on here who have spent money on my drinks and thought I was but I would hand my drinks off to other girls, I am sorry but sobriety is why I can do the work the I do and it just is what it is. I was extremely suicidal and homicidal and just a mental mess. Yes therapy has really helped save my life and others. the 12 steps of AA and Codependency have literally brought life into me. Its just my experience. Today I have almost 14 months clean and sober. I moved in a beautiful apartment with a roommate who is a single mother last May of 2019. I do not have kin so my life style was completely turned upside down. Not only did I have to learn to do everything on my own I had to be a live in babysitter too and that was not part of the deal. I had no idea I would be had to watch a baby so much and the stress really set in around September when I went back to school. it was literally the most difficult time of my life. With that being said, I am moving May 1st into my very OWN apartment and no one will be living with me. I am getting everything set up in my style, my way, and everything I could ever want and need will come from this home! I just want to give every single one of you a shout out because you all made this move in my life possible and I literally couldn't have done it without you all following me on here, snap chat, manyvids, pornhub, sextpanther, and the countless other sites. I will be fulfilling my words with actions in the next coming months. Now that I don't have to base my schedule around a baby and mother I will have literally hours each day to tend to YOU more and have more conversations and more content. I see all the messages I have and I promise I will be answering all messages asap but it probably won't be until the first full week of May when I get settled. Thank you for taking the time to read this, idk if I had to share all this but I just wanted to let you all know that I really do appreciate you and its just been crazy but I honestly believe the calm is about to hit me!! ☘️Clover Baltimore