I think Iโm going to start being more open about my kinks ๐ฅบ๐โจ I know that mine are kinda taboo, and Iโve been scared to share my thoughts. I keep fearing about being publicly shamed by other people in the sex work community. I know some that would blacklist me immediately because they think Iโm disgusting. And truth be told, I kinda understand it. Even Iโm kinda taken aback by what turns me on. But what kind of life is living for otherโs approval of whatโs right or not? If somebody cuts contact/shames me, then it was never gonna work out. I was never going to be what they wanted me to be. Because I know who I am. Iโm not going to live a lie. Not again. Never again. Even if this causes me more pain or certain doors to be closed. Even if I canโt post it here, or there, or most places. I will find a place to be myself in. In the end, all we have is ourselves. We are living for ourselves. Our life is our own. But sometimes we choose the happiness of others who donโt even care about us, over our own happiness and well being. So rather than rejecting my nature and constantly striving for the approval of others, Iโm just gonna be me. ๐ฅฐ And I hope that will be enough for you.