Dear diary: I got a flu a few days ago and I've been recover..
Added 2023-03-07 17:21:01 +0000 UTCDear diary: I got a flu a few days ago and I've been recovering since. It's almost like earth has slowed down for me, time is passing but I'm not ready to do many things. In the past, I would have punish me and shame me for not doing something, working, delivering. But now instead, I'd prefer to respect what life is showing me..it was time to rest..I didn't want to, I just found myself feeling overwhelmed, underwhelmed and so tired. I deserve and need a moment of silent. And that's completely fine..it's human. My most human side is outside the internet, when I'm feeling and being.
I've been listening to Caroline Polachek and Tei Shi a lot, they have become 2 of my favorite artists currently. I feel like they help to heal inside wounds, especially Caroline, I'm just mesmerized by her music, I feel so touched by her voice.
I've been drawing a lot, many designs that will turn into ceramics. I've been thinking a lot about what I want and deserve in life..why am I here and what do I want to do. Luckily my job is one of the things I sure want to do and one of the canals I express myself through.
See you next week probably, now I will take my time to rest and heal.
P.S: Listen to Caroline Polachek.
