"Are you ok?"/ "How have you been?" I was not ok. I lost m..
Added 2022-07-01 13:31:28 +0000 UTC"Are you ok?"/ "How have you been?" I was not ok. I lost my luggage when I was flying back from the US, partly my fault cause I was feeling unwell and did not take care of my bags. My laptop, all my cards and camera stuff were in the lost luggage... literally my entire life packed in that small bag. I did not bring it up on social media because of privacy and I was trying to minimise the loss as much as possible. Unfortunately, all my photos (from all the photoshoots for OF/IG I had in the past 2-3 years) were gone and I simply could not continue OF. I was extremely upset at the thought of losing my work and memories. My heart literally stops every time the airline said "I'm sorry, we are still searching for your bag and will update you again." I am an over thinker and always preparing for the worst... I don't usually break down in despair but in the past 2 weeks I cried so much - because I know even if I put my best foot forward and restart again, it still feel unjustified and it will not make up what I've lost. However, within these 2 weeks I also received extreme generosity and kindness. Thank you for those who checked up on me, it meant so much to me. Good news, I am so happy today, because I got everything back. I love being on OF very much and it makes me happy that I can continue to be present here. I am also very very very happy to learn that sometimes, good things do happen because good people do exist.
