

Dear friends, I have been absent due to my emotional and physical condition. I had a consultation with a psychiatrist and was diagnosed. I was frightened by this and felt ashamed to talk to you. I felt abnormal and thought a lot. The day before yesterday I even wanted to leave this world, because the mental pain was too much. But I held back for my mother's sake. I started taking medication and I often feel sleepy. Adaptation will be 2-3 weeks according to the doctor. I will also need to continue psychotherapy sessions for 3 years 😿 My diagnosis is Borderline Personality Disorder. Don't worry, I can't hurt anyone but myself. Do you want to keep in touch with me? If not, I'll understand.