I used to dislike every single part of myself. Can you imag..
Added 2020-05-08 23:31:22 +0000 UTCI used to dislike every single part of myself. Can you imagine ? Waking up every day & not wanting to be in the skin that you woke up in every single day ? Quite painful indeed. Many of my insecurities that were planted, mostly from not seeing enough bodies that looked liked mine on any platforms at the time. And sex, or anything adjacent being a complete mystery to me. The ones always worshipped or deemed worthy of any praise looked nothing like mine. (Not to shame those that do choose to get those things done) it was hard to see my brown soft flesh in any of them. I couldn't relate. I began doing self portraiture as a means to discover myself. To see myself outside of the male gaze, or what society found palatable. I found in all of this that I was indeed, beyond beautiful & deserving. To keep it brief, I became tired of looking for myself in others, & began to look to myself, to see myself. I recently did a bikini wax review on the Flamingo Body Wax Kit (Disclaimer y'all it notes not to use on the bikini area but I literally do what I want lmao) It was honestly no different then the strip test I did on my chin. More in depth details this weekend, I'm currently in the middle of editing and tweaking the material. Check your messages in a couple of days ! I will certainly keep you all updated. Thanks for subscribing if you are new here, & for all the love and tips you all have imported thus far. So much love & sentiment. Warmest, Ney
