I think I have had a hard time expressing the real deep feel..
Added 2021-03-25 04:40:57 +0000 UTCI think I have had a hard time expressing the real deep feelings lingering inside, as ive been so focused on being politically correct, and afraid to miss a beat. I've forgotten how to flow feel and speak from a deep sense of intuition. I rescind : I have not forgotten, but merely have silenced myself, so that I may learn. I feel like when I am expanding, I fall silent, and let all of the things I think I know rest, to allow new things to sit deep within my conscious mind, and move freely. Although political correctness is important as it fosters a place to learn grow and correct biases and misguidance and indoctrinations, I have been looking for ways to find my voice again, to allow my status as a sex worker and a multidisciplinary artist to coexist and grow in whatever way it suits me, and not worry to much about who is staying in who is going. If it is for me, I shall have it, indeed. Writing will always be my first love, a place where I can deeply reflect on existing, and my place in the world, and in my heart. Remember that really existing as my full authentic self can really liberate any misconceived notions about how I think I should show up, and who I actually am.
