It’s Cindy Moon time. 🐱🌙💕 🌸 journal entry 🦋 I haven’t smoke..
Added 2022-08-08 02:52:58 +0000 UTCIt’s Cindy Moon time. 🐱🌙💕 🌸 journal entry 🦋 I haven’t smoked 420 in a few days or taken any substances. I’m excited to recover from the path I had gone from letting too many of the wrong people talk and have access to me. I realize today they were not what friends were supposed to be like. I am happy to pursue my goals with high quality people who accept me as a I am and want to see me grow without trying to touch me or get something from me. To the monsters that hurt me. I would have likely had a family by now if I never had you in my life. As I am right now, I cannot. I needed friends during my time of need and I never asked for what you were trying to give me or offer me. I wish I never met you and I wish you never distorted the word friend to me. All the things I’ve been doing are things I’d rather do than let another person like you guys touch, hurt or manipulate my mind ever again. Every day I tried to fill the constant void of pain that you could never understand and I hope you get what you guys deserve. I have tried to off myself 4 times since you’ve touched me. My mind was not okay. You had a life with a family that loved you and the things you guys chose to do with your time and money made me so sick. You never deserved me or the other women you’ve hurt. I don’t care what kind of music I listened to or what your feelings were. You should have never pulled me down the path that served you and hurt me and so many other girls. I played along because you kept coming with this pressure and I didn’t know what else to do when I was raised by monsters who taught me I can’t say no. And you knew this. I felt like I cant trust anyone or befriend anyone and you’re a huge factor to why I became more and more isolated and radical. Working on Cindy moon things and getting my place ready for renovations. It’s a good day to be alive with all this power. (🐅 Mai Hero: conclude on a positive note now, princess ) 🌸🦋🤍🌸🤍🦋🌸 I will do my best to be a good, loving, kind and positive person and I appreciate everyone else who’s fighting their monsters, too. You’re not alone and I promise we will change the world for better. I love you. 🕸
