Hey guys, sorry for being so inactive lately. I suck for not..
Added 2021-02-25 05:58:21 +0000 UTCHey guys, sorry for being so inactive lately. I suck for not giving you any insight into what the hell I'm doing, and I apologize for that. I will be candid here. This semester has been absolutely kicking my ass and I have never been so stressed for so long in my life. I tend to try and do too much every semester, but I bit off way more than I could chew this semester. That on top of the fact that I spend pretty much 24/7 in my room with two roommates is just really fucking with my mental health. It has also been severely affecting my eating patterns. I still let myself eat whatever i want, i just rarely want to eat. I usually feel too stressed to eat (or I'm just not hungry because I'm now taking my adderall every single day to keep up w work), and I've been really picky about the things I feel like eating. I am really sad to say this has caused me to lose weight; with that, I've felt less confident even posting pictures for you guys. I am at home now for the week because my house at school went on lockdown and it became too much. I thought coming home would help me relax a bit for the week but the work and stress has just followed (I will say that being able to be alone in my room has been so great though). I have lost weight, and with that, I've felt less confident even posting pictures for you. I am sorry again, and will try and post more.
