

(edit: please try to keep comments below. This is really overwhelming and hard for me, and while supportive emails are well meaning ... it's hard when there are hundreds of them. And Im not going anywhere. Im still going to be here, and updating.) I dont know if I should post this here ... but I really feel like Ive connected with a lot of you. And I do feel like yall are my friends. and I know you care. I said someone hurt me, and it cost me everything. Even when it was proven true. The past few years have been genuinely traumatizing. Im a broken woman. I need help. Please read it. Please share it. Please be patient with me while I try to heal. https://twitter.com/VividVivka/status/1631824758097739778?s=20 I also want to add... Thank you. I cant even explain how bad these past few years have been, or how fucked up I am from it all. Continuing to work thru the depositions, the trial, and years of being so traumatized by this ... at times, it felt impossible. But truly, everyone here helped me survive it. More than just financially ... you helped me continue on, emotionally. I would say "this helps more than you know". Now you know. Thank you for allowing me to express myself here. Thank you for allowing me to reclaim my body in a way I felt safe. Thank you for giving me space to share my hurt, and respect when I said I couldnt share *why* I was hurting. After so many years... I can finally share what Ive been through.