“Washing my holes was no longer, taking a shower for work. i..

“Washing my holes was no longer, taking a shower for work. it became, ‘I need to clean myself cuz Daddy will most likely inspect me. he will love me. Im his toy, & in these moments, I want to be the most beautiful servant. He made me unclean&I love him and worship him for it.”

My ex dd used to do this thing that was so degrading but I loved it. “Inspection time.” before we played, he analyzed my holes.
He’d describe them in detail And he’d describe how he wanted to change them.

He’d usually have me get in “practiced positions” we’d picked together.
I specifically recall one time on my living room floor (I actually have another picture of that time together I’ll share a little later cuz it’s disgusting and I still love it)

I loved the idea of him inspecting me so much, I used to send him videos and pictures of me in the shower shaving and cleaning my holes for him.

It was so intimate. It meant so much to me, as mild or as dumb as it sounds.

Him watching his fuck toy clean herself for him.

It was all for him…
I knew I was capable of cleaning, and shaving myself. I’d done it 18 years prior just fine solo.

But I became his object. I became his toy to beat, fuck, kiss, love, clean as he pleased, to his command.

Washing my holes was no longer, taking a shower for work… it was no longer “I need to shower cuz I feel gross” … it became, “I need to clean myself because Daddy will mostly look at this today. He will inspect me… he will love me…. I am his toy, and in these moments, I want to be the most beautiful servant no matter what he does to me…. I was clean, and he made me unclean and I love him and worship him for it…

Anyways… I took some videos and pictures tonight inspired by my degradation kink of inspection and being Daddies clean and dirty slut. Being Daddies toy … it triggered a bunch of emotions because I’m still not over it apparently….

My eyes watered while writing this. I’m still stuck as this “please inspect me Daddy” sub …. Feeling forgotten.

Domination And degradation isn’t just about the act itself …. But about the servitude and love that comes with servitude …

I can take pictures all day, I can post content all day. But IM CHOOSING WHAT I SHOW.

In servitude yes there’s consent and choice, but when you trust and love your dominant so much, anything they do to you/with you, feels like love… feels like art….

I love BDSM… I love degradation… but above all……. I love the bond that comes with trusting another soul so much you’d do anything they say…

Including inspection time…. Now I take the contrast… if a random man I met at a bar said “on your knees, inspection time.”

I’d be like…. Probably not… I think I’m gonna head home….

Any ways… 🖤 thanks for listening