🌟 LIFE-UPDATE 🌟Hey everyone! 🥺 First of all thank you all fo..
Added 2025-03-04 18:41:43 +0000 UTC🌟 LIFE-UPDATE 🌟
Hey everyone! 🥺 First of all thank you all for being here. ❤️ I owe it to all of you to have a flat, have meals and being able to get my health shit together. 😥❤️ My gratitude is infinite.
I made a voice mail speaking of my struggles with CPPS (Chronic Pelvic Pain Syndrome) which results in me having constant pain since 03/24 after an anal fissure. From there on I had pain in my entire genital area. 🙁
It literally tears me apart because 1. it hurts like a bitch (8 from 10) and 2. that i am sexually disabled through it, altough I would love nothing more than a dick up my ass... 🥺😭🍆 It drives me mad. :(
It makes me so fucking depressed to not be able to have sex because of this one injury. Sex was mostly my only euphoria or time I felt loved. 😔 I wasnt diagnosed till the end of january 2025. Before i had NO clue what was wrong with me! 😭 I was at a complete loss and done, no one found a thing.
But today I had physio-therapy and the guy gave me a plan & did his work. He seems very competent and I am very hopeful, that I'm painfree soon! 🥳❤️ I wish for nothing more, not gonna lie. The pain makes me cry a lot and just ruins me at times. 😞
And that's not all: I have Bipolar II, ADHD and OCD on top. Those make me overthink everything and paralyze me so often. 😵💫 Also for my mood: It is swinging so damn much! One minute I'm happy, next minute because some minor thing happened, I am depressed! It's exhausting. 🥲😪 Those three are a bad combo.
Anyways, I am hopeful to become healthy again and just wanted to let you in on things. ❤️ I'm trying my best to make new content and get into things again. Soon I'll be a pretty and cute girl again! 🥺❤️🥳
Kisses Lucy 💋
