2 years sober from alcohol today and I can't believe it!! It..
Added 2023-05-08 14:10:53 +0000 UTC2 years sober from alcohol today and I can't believe it!! Its definitely gotten easier to abstain as time goes on, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't have random cravings/thoughts every now and then. My biggest challenge this past year was going to Vegas for AVN and not drinking. Vegas is a party city, and it can be nerve wracking to be going there alone and camming in lingerie in front of a bunch of strangers. In years past, I always took it too far with drinking at AVN and it really diminished the potential of the trip. But I did it this year!! I woke up every morning at 6:30 and hit the gym - the old me would've been laying in bed hungover. I know if I could do AVN sober I can do anything sober!! I'm grateful for yalls support on this journey of mine. I never feel pressured to drink on cam and honestly I would never want to again. I'm so happy that I've been able to take this step and share my true self with you guys - as before the alcohol was hindering who I am, both on and off cam. I feel like I know myself better than ever before and that is a blessing. Sobriety is the best gift I've ever given myself 💜 Tip $2/$22/$222 on this post if you're proud of me too!! 😊
