Thought my butt was looking particularly good today. Though, this was difficult to post regardless of being like βWOW MY ASS IS JUICY TODAY,β as my Body Dysmorphia hit quite the snag. Last month, very very suddenly, I lost my biological mother, after a very complicated relationship. Iβve been grieving hard, which means eating my feelings, which means my BDD is on fire. But small steps help, even if it is just posting a thirst trap picture of my butt for all to see. The holidays make this extra hard of course, with all the cookies (so many cookies), but I am doing my best to be kind to myself and my body. Thank you all so much for your support. This sudden loss has been traumatic and has brought up feelings of losing my Dad to cancer many years ago. Due to these circumstances, Iβve decided to donate portion of this monthβs OF proceeds to cancer research. I will post my donation after the new year. Thank you again for your understanding and your spicy comments on my (weird) body. Roses