Would y’all actually watch me on twitch? I’m feeling manic e..
Added 2022-10-27 04:17:12 +0000 UTCWould y’all actually watch me on twitch? I’m feeling manic enough to dive into it but I’m rly afraid of ruining my fap-ability by how competitive I am (think furrowed brows and lips sucked in the whole time in concentration LOL). One of my affirmations for almost a year now has been “I have a streaming community that loves and supports me!💗” on my white board, but man, oh man, is it hard to just log tf on. 🫠 Maybe I can just keep the cam zoomed out and be less worried about it, I just really don’t want to worry about what I look like when I game, it is my one free realm. I feel like my performance would suffer as well, but I have Smurf accounts so it won’t matter too much. I just know how happy it would make me to actually feel a part of the world + productive when I play, and stream other variety things when I’m not up for being a sex kitten. I can’t keep shutting myself away from society AND the internet. I do not thrive .-. And I don’t want the cycle to keep repeating
