First it was the way my feet would get tired from standing t..
Added 2024-02-04 06:59:06 +0000 UTCFirst it was the way my feet would get tired from standing too long (like 5 minutes while leaning in something), then it was my clothes not fitting like they used to, the way they started to really tighten up around the tops of my thighs, even my fat pants. I know Iโm getting fat but good lord. Itโs like my body was waiting for permission to give up and give in to morbid obesity and now there isnโt a moment in not swimming in my own fat. I wake up in the middle of the night, now, and stuff my face with whatever Iโm really craving, usually pastries, and a lot of them. This is after a second and third dinner, as if Iโm some sort of hobbit. But instead Iโm just an extremely greedy obese girl, and Iโm not sure which Iโm more greedy for: the fat or the food, so Iโm just going to keep going for more of both ๐ท๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฉท๐ช๐ฉ๐ง๐ฐ๐๐๐๐ญ