Added 2024-07-08 17:10:18 +0000 UTC
Taking a hopefully short break, ive been battling with alot of grief as 3 people who were a part of my life has passed in the last 2 weeks, and on top of it my abusive living situation is escalating and becoming overwhelming again, with how little im making from content creation i just cant justify torturing myself to keep going when noone thinks im worth it to pay me and my life feels like its crumbling away atm, i need to save at least like 3k to be safe this coming fall and it just feels absolutely impossible, i feel hopeless right now. I know i cant quit entirely even if i wanted to bc i need to raise the funds to escape with my family but i can at least let myself have sometime to grieve and try to help myself feel okay at leats for a little while. I hope everyone has a good couple weeks while im away and im sedning you all hugs and little kisses, dont miss me too much loool <3
