i got a job as a sexter, and i'm about 30 hours into editing..
Added 2023-01-06 08:15:57 +0000 UTCi got a job as a sexter, and i'm about 30 hours into editing a sex tape, my life is porn, i cum often. people go into this completely unhinged feral state when horny, they say whatever they feel no matter how fucked up no matter how depraved, and we detach ourselves from it as soon as we cum (a la post nut clarity). but my life lately has felt like exposure therapy, or a research project on what happens when you lean into the filth. i no longer detach, i push harder. i find myself wanting more. when im not working, my mind is writing fantasies, elaborate scenarios where im either worshipped or passed around and discarded. i have cum to the idea of fucking friends, i have cum to the sex tape im working on almost daily. i cant hold a normal conversation at this point, im insatiable. and honestly the only downside is not having someone to take all of this out on. video 1 before cumming, video 2 after.
