







bookofdamien took me to a construction site and let me play in the mud, and took proof of it. theres some fetishes i forget i have because they aren't immediately sexual feelings, sploshing is definitely one of those. ive always told people i dont mind being sticky or wet or oily, and i often did burlesque performances covered in food. a lot of my ideas are centred around being covered in stuff; spit, lube, cum, fruit juice, icing, cream, baby oil, bloood... and now mud. i sat in my bathtub and giggled uncontrollably after this, watching dirt swirl around the drain. letting yourself be dirty is letting go of the shame that comes with cleanliness. its good to be gross, its fun to be filthy, and there is no better feeling than letting go.