✨I am having a really bad time.✨ ;TW; a*sault, traumatic ev..
Added 2022-01-22 01:52:06 +0000 UTC✨I am having a really bad time.✨ ;TW; a*sault, traumatic events, su*cide; 🌈some real talk.🌈 I genuinely appreciate everyone here, however, to be entirely transparent I have found myself less and less active on here after being a*saulted 2 months ago. I thought that continuing to be active on here would help me cope with what happened, and give me some of my power back. But sadly body Dysphoria and triggers have really turned me away from wanting to post anything of my body. Last year when I was still on the road, and I was constantly naked and free and running around in the woods, I felt amazing posting. So many of my friends felt inspired to love themselves from it. Now, I look at those photos and I feel so so far from that girl and it is really hard to look at her sometimes. And a lot of the time it puts me in a dark place mentally. Tonight I tried to feel sexy and powerful again, and this is all that came of it. But I just wanted to come here and say something about it. In a way, opening up here feels like I can maybe do it again on another platform when I’m ready too and hopefully safe someone else from going through the same thing. I am okay. I am in therapy, a lot. I have support. And I know I’m not alone. Please bare with me as I find my power again. ❤️
