Possible TW, not sure. Definitely about to get a bit persona..
Added 2021-08-07 19:00:15 +0000 UTCPossible TW, not sure. Definitely about to get a bit personal, though. As you may have noticed, I've been pretty absent. This absolutely hasn't been intentional, but has been a result/side effect of goings on in my personal life. I've found that when I try to cope/deal with things and still try to be active, it ends badly and I end up spiraling downward and accomplish nothing. Yesterday, I went to a very much needed appointment to get things straightened out for myself. I'm enrolled in a medical program that will help me get my energy back where it needs to be as well as help me get back to a place of confidence. I still have videos that need to be made and delivered, but honestly, I was so displeased with the ones I made, that I deleted them and I've had to spend some time caring for my self esteem since the attempts. I should bounce back very soon. What I'm asking of you, is to give me your patience. Mental and physical health are SO important, and unfortunately are often disregarded and pushed aside. I've reached a point that I can no longer do that. All I need is a little bit of time to get this program started so I can go back to filming and posting with confidence and happiness. I truly hope you can understand that. I intend to still respond to messages and still be here, I just need to put a pause on filming for my own health's sake. Thank you SO much for being such an amazing group of people. I hope to bring you content that you love in the very near future. ♡
