I know it's an hr before the end of hump 🍑day and it's been ..
Added 2024-04-25 03:14:36 +0000 UTCI know it's an hr before the end of hump 🍑day and it's been a LONG while since I've posted.
I've been feeling defeated for a long while, and even more so from the start of 2024. Mostly from health issues that appeared out of nowhere at the beginning of the year. It's honestly messed with me, even when I'm fully ok, I worry about doing anything that can bring it back. As for photoshoots, that's on me a bit as well. That still ties in with what I said before and just being mentally down on myself.
As for anything else, it's just me trying to look for any other means of 💵 in a steadier way(and yes I'm looking in general but I love the creative world and want to stay in that world. I just respect myself enough to know what I should be looking for as well.) I'm still taking on art commissions on my "camera app" page where I will draw anything and even make stickers, apparel, and much more for ppl.
Otherwise, in 8 days is my bday, and I'm not all that excited, which is seminormal, but this time due to my mindset recently....it's just overwhelming and I'm just more down about it. I love creating and sharing so much...and not being able to do so to give back...it hurts me not to be able to give back like I used to,. tbh.
