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Ever type something really long (that you put a lot of thoug..

Added 2024-09-02 14:40:00 +0000 UTC

Ever type something really long (that you put a lot of thought and time into) and then accidentally delete it? I know I’m not alone in this… 🙄

In summary, I pretty much said that I hate how we can’t control everything. I talked about how sometimes things might feel one way, but a situation was completely different from what we thought. Next, I rambled about how I felt like life cheated me out of several weeks here. I reviewed numerous ideas I had about what I had planned to share, achievements I wanted to accumulate, accolades I desired to add to my life … but none of it got to happen. I couldn’t control the course of events that whisked me away. Sure some of them had to do with me and it could be argued that my decisions alone lead to the cascading effect that ensued, but it wasn’t one thing that I did that could be undone or one thing that caused the absence. Anyways….I ended the (accidentally) deleted text with another thank you to all who stuck around. It feels nice to be welcomed back, offered support, encouragement, and to have been missed. Even women who claim to be independent and strong thrive on receiving feelings of desire and admiration. 🥰

I can’t control or predict every upcoming storm in life, but I can eventually control my reactions, my thoughts, my expressions, my internalizing, my reflections, and then my actions.

It felt odd to make this video today (scratch that, this was yesterday and I just couldn’t click post🤷🏼‍♀️), but I still wanted to do it. I was a little hesitant, maybe embarrassed even. It reminds me of how getting back in the saddle after you’ve been thrown off feels; knowing you really should get back on the horse, but cautiously, as to not repeat the situation.

Well, for those of you who missed my panty porch time.. here you go. 🏇🤷🏼‍♀️💜 It’s nothing exciting really … just a little bit of me and a snippet of the day (in my panties). Nothing fancy, just a clip of another girl trying to do life.

And now, I’m off to ride 🐎 because “no time spent in the saddle is ever wasted.”