During the last few days I have been debating whether or not stopping posting pictures on the internet. But I have been going through my pictures and found the one on the left. It was my first time wearing a bikini out in public. I felt ashamed and fat, even though I was underweight and starving myself every day. For the sake of me from a few years ago I canβt stop posting. I have grown to be so much more confident and accepted the fact my body just isnβt made to be skinny. I am now overweight, the bikini I was wearing doesnβt fit anymore but I am happy as never before.