Hello hello…. It’s been a few months 🤗 I’m back!!! Where h..
Added 2022-02-12 02:14:55 +0000 UTCHello hello…. It’s been a few months 🤗 I’m back!!! Where have I been? What’s been happening? Well LOTS!!! I’m sure some of you have seen this on my insta by now but for those who haven’t here’s what’s been happening for me x If you’re just here for the sexy pics….thank you 🙏🏻😘 but probs don’t bother reading further 😉 So if you’re still reading, I appreciate you all so much 💕 please be patient with me if you’ve messaged, after 3 months there’s so many to get back to!!!! While last year was pretty rough for us all, the end of the year really punched me on the face!!! Long story but here’s the short of it…. Late October I had to see my doctor about a concerning lump and was tested for multiple cancer markers (all negative 🙌🏻) the wait however was stressful and the subsequent diagnosis of Pelvic Congestion Syndrome left me feeling….well pretty shit!! For me this meant no longer training the way I had been and having to live daily with the pain if I was to be active….even dancing around my house puts me in pain….and that is who I am, it’s what makes me feel good, it’s good for my headspace and allows me to be….well me 💃🏻🥰 This all came just as I’d decided to enter a pole competition again…finally!!!! Which we won 🏆 but it made training and comp prep super hard….I felt defeated and along with all the family stress (pregnant daughter who got covid - she’s fine and due any day 🥰, messy and stressful living situations for us all - less messy & stressful now, and being the nurturing caring person I am I took it all on….as a very feminine single woman taking all this on and dealing with my own health while trying not to be a burden on others meant I stepped very heavily into a masculine energy…I needed to but it gets me feeling unbalanced and honestly not loving myself so much. This along with not being able to train the way I was and dance the way I used to got me depressed, I was lost and stopped taking pics of myself because I didn’t feel myself. Well I’m happy to say I’m feeling better, I’m getting my sparkle back and feeling more myself again ✨💃🏻💕 Much love 💋💋
