There are moments while I am gardening when I daydream and these days, I day dream about being held. I love being held from behind. It is very comforting but excitingβ¦ also possessive and loving. I think about being held from behind while Iβm washing dishes, while Iβm waiting in line at the store, when Iβm listening to live musicβ¦ anywhere. I love being held from behind.