GUYSSS I have been SO SWAMPED with school and just life in g..
Added 2022-09-25 19:06:34 +0000 UTCGUYSSS I have been SO SWAMPED with school and just life in general but the other day I got to go to a vampire party and uh I took a much different direction with my look than most other people there did but there's nothing that says vampires cant wear all white and look a little ghosty right?
Swipe for a pic of me at my friend Ron's place after the party! We made plans to shoot a very devilish duo together so look forward to that soon ;)
Anyway, I'm sure you've noticed by now that I yet again deactivated my insta 🤡 being a person online is so draining for me bc I get all up in my head about likes/followers, and it really sucks bc I want to occasionally share ~content~ with the internet but if I get sucked too far in then I start losing my mind about pointless twitter drama and it just erodes at any semblance of mental stability that I might have
I legitimately dont know what to do because I do genuinely enjoy doing like boudoir stuff and putting together sexy outfits BUT a lot of things surrounding online content creation are just... really draining.
I think a lot of content creators are afraid to talk about this kinda thing but it is a real struggle amongst all of us to try and retain our self-worth and confidence when we're constantly bombarded by the most unsavoury parts of social media.
Anyway, hopefully one day I can find a healthy balance and be less erratic lmao but until then youre gonna probably have to bear with the spontaneous reactivation of my accounts every few months. I am an unhinged individual
