Decorating my little bumbum 🙈✨ 4pics As you can probably im..
Added 2018-01-21 12:45:15 +0000 UTCDecorating my little bumbum 🙈✨ 4pics As you can probably imagine, I'm feeling quite ill this week and will have to relax etc. 👇 Slight TMI - got my first period in over 2 years! It hurts like a motherfucker.. but it's a win! 💪Eating like a champion 😹 I'm finally starting to get control of my eating disorder. My body is ready to heal ❤ I still have a lot of other problems to work on and my mental health is not completely fine, but the fact that I'm finally starting to see clearly and take care of myself, feels like a miracle. I honestly didn't think I'd survive this, I've lost so many of my friends to this illness. Eating disorders will always be a part of me and my life. I will always be at risk of relapsing, but for the first time in my life, I'm legitimately motivated to gain weight! I want healthy curves and I finally enjoy food without panick attacks. You have no idea how much of a relief it is! I spent 10 years being delusional, 10 years with so much self hate I destroyed my body. Now I will spend the next 10 years healing my mind, body and making sure I stay that way ❤ I want to thank you for helping me see clearly. This work and all my wonderful followers and supporters, really helped me see myself and my body for what it really is! Beautiful ❤ I don't think I could have done this without you, so again, thank you! Much love❤
