lately i’ve been reflecting a looot about my page, about wha..
Added 2021-05-25 21:03:22 +0000 UTClately i’ve been reflecting a looot about my page, about what makes me happy, about what i want to share and what motivates my creative outlet. one of you commented yesterday that my page was the opposite of trashy, and that made me think a lot. when i first started onlyfans, i was so afraid, first of all, of the judgment. i was scared that people would think less of me if i showed my body online. i realized that, yes, there will be awful people who will treat me like a selling object, but if that is not how I view *myself*, then it doesn’t fucking matter how someone views me. some people won’t understand how it can truly feel fulfilling to put yourself out there, and it’s okay because *i do* know that it truly makes *me* happy to be here. the community that we’re slowly building together has brought me more joy in my life that i ever could anticipate. also, i was scared that people wouldn’t like my body and what i had to offer. i think it was important for me to realize that, everyone is beautiful in their own way, and what we have to offer will be so different from one another, and that’s the beauty of life! no one’s gonna be the same and look the same and move the same, and there’s always gonna be someone out there that will enjoy what i have to offer. and some won’t enjoy it and that’s okay too! finally, what i’ve come to realize is that ~ for me, nudity is art. what i want to to create is simple, tasteful art. i want to inspire the eyes and the mind when they look at something i’ve created. i want good vibe, good energy to emanate from my art. what i want to offer, what i want my page to be about is my journey through self acceptance, my journey of discovering my true sensuality, and learning how to simply be myself and be proud of what i create. i don’t want to feel pressured, but sometimes the pressure comes from me. « *nudity is art* » and i want to create art.
