good evening ♥️ I feel like sharing some thoughts. For the..
Added 2021-07-07 01:15:32 +0000 UTCgood evening ♥️ I feel like sharing some thoughts. For the past few days, I've been out here, living life, experiencing summer to the fullest and it feels so fucking good. it feels so good to disconnect from the stress of life, the stress of being surrounded by illness, the stress of taking care of everyone around me, the stress of the city, the stress of responsibilities. this week, I take care of me. and to take care of me means that I HAVE to turn my brain off, sometimes. I have to stop worrying about... will I be okay? will I be able to accomplish the goals that I set for myself? will people still like me? will people forget about me? and it is stressful to experience slower time, slower months on here. I'm scared to lose the people that I care about. I'm scared to lose the connexions that we created. I'm scared that everything that I've built so far will fall apart. and I have to work on that fear of loss. change will happen no matter if I am stressed or not. and I have to trust on the fact that those who want to spend time with me, those who enjoy my energy, those who want to receive everything that I have to offer, those who care will stay, or come back. it is hard to surrender to the FEAR. but, as someone wise told me - life can be quite simple if you let it. and that's what I aim to do. thank you for being here. truly. <3
