Soooo fuck, I had signs of a pancreatitis flare up I think a..
Added 2020-08-18 19:52:16 +0000 UTCSoooo fuck, I had signs of a pancreatitis flare up I think around Saturday? So I was like okay I can do this on my own, no food or water or alcohol... but it kept getting worse and worse and eventually out of my control so I had to call an ambulance to come get me . I go to the hospital b they take my 🩸 and urine sample to see if my other organs were okay and they said yes I DO have pancreatitis my levels were 4x higher than what they should have been but since all my other organs were okay they wouldn’t accept me as a patient? Like DUDE pancreatitis is on the top 10 most painful conditions of fucking course I have it and it’s chronic, and it can be deadly if not treated. They def would have taken me in if COVID wasn’t a thing, so I’ve been just laying in my bed fucking dying from this pain, can’t eat or drink anything except tiny baby sips of water 💧 this sucks so bad the last time I got a flare up was back in March, this is the longest I’ve gone n everytime it gets worse and worse so for me to have to handle this on my own right now is really fuckin traumatizing to me 🥺 I just put a goal up just cuz I haven’t been able to make art or content to support myself financially rn, but whoever feels like donating I’m gonna send u a really heartfelt video to your inbox 💜💜 you guys mean so much to me and it sucks that I can’t do the things I wanna do atm to keep u guys entertained im big sad right now hah hopefully I’ll be okay in a couple days I will try my hardest to take the best care of myself since doctors don’t seem to wanna have anything to do bout that lmfao
