



K so hi 😲 my boobz r huge today hahah 😬 I haven’t shared w you guys in a bit, been feeling rly retracted, but the past couple days have been a bit better! I went to my pain doc again and told her the medication she gave me wasn’t working so I got put on a different anti inflamm and I THINK it’s working !!! Granted I’m gonna have to move forward with surgery at some point bc my jaw is just gonna keep getting worse, but I. The mean time I think I’ll be able to function on these new meds 🥲 Chronic pain has definitely done a number on me including my self esteem, it’s super low. I honestly cannot wait till I feel “human” again haha 😆 I hope you guys have been welll!! Thanks for sticking with me it means the universe to me 🤍 I put the goal up not expecting anyone to tip but it would be aamazinggg if I got even remotely close to it! My roommate took a leave of absence with his job to help me set shit up in my studio and I’ve been pretty stressed financially bc I essentially have been paying for both of us to live haha but he’s going back soon! Stress is like the main cause of when my pain flares up so if I could just be even a fraction less, it makes such a huge difference in my quality of life. I promise I’ll try to post on here everyday even if it’s just words and an update on my life! I share the most about what’s up with me on this platform, I feel like it’s the safest 🤍🤍 you guys don’t judge me and I appreciate that so much. Whoever tips over $10 will get something sent to their inbox ❤️🧡💛 this is gonna be rent money haha gotta pay the whole thing by myself this month 😮