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Plants and titties 🥰 Have alot to catch up onnnn!!! Been jus..

Added 2022-03-09 19:00:58 +0000 UTC

Plants and titties 🥰 Have alot to catch up onnnn!!! Been just avoiding life rn and using my plants as an excuse Lmfao it’s getting spring time and I have to do a ton of work like repotting and shit 😬 I def am going through a depression rn cause if I was still drinking I would be avoiding life with booze, but my replacement for that was plants so 🤣🤣🤣 🇺🇦 dread beanie my bff made that’s on my site! 🥰 this war is fuckjng horrible and I never talk about politics or shit like this, so I’ve been gettinn legit hate for not speaking about it lol people are fucked up. I don’t know what to say about it, I’m not knowledgeable bout any of it I just know that innocent ppl are getting killed and that’s enough for me, my heart goes out to everyone that is experiencing this first hand right now 😔 I hope everyone has been staying safe 🥰 APARTMENT UPDATE so I got sent to me this new art space community opening up this year (currently being built) and it’s a place where there’s a panel of judges, like where I live now, who will accept you and you get indoctrinated in, and live there for FREE For six months to focus on your art… I paid a $100 holding deposit to be first in line and have a meeting on zooom with someone on the 30th! They aren’t looking for like qualified students or professionals, people with potential they want, and I have a rly good feeling about this bc my looks might actually give me an advantage for once haha and they want more performance type artists and musicians, but I’ve been wanting to paint live irl for SO LONG so I def feel rly good about this and pls send good energy 🤍🤍🤍 idk when tf it’s gonna be ready tho haha but jesse and I made the decision to try to be out of here by the end of the month, we don’t want to prolong this bc it’s just going to prolong the process of getting in an okay position again with life. So I’ve been rly busy with packing, but the fact that I won’t be able to paint is rly fuckjng my head up, it’s gonna feel like when I’m on vacation and I want to just come home so bad to paint but I’m stuck there 😔