Omg I have time for an update LOL ⚰️ and some random pix XD ..

Omg I have time for an update LOL ⚰️ and some random pix XD So we made a plan to get the fuck out of here by the end of the month. My dad made me sign a tenant app for his place and I swear to god if I get denied bc he wants to do everything the right way, imma be mf homeless 😖 and yes he would let that happen lol I’m pretty scared, he came over yesterday and was looking around, all I’m bringing art wise is my inks cause he won’t let me do anything else 😔 he looked at my ink table and was like “YOURE REALLY BRINGING ALL OF THAT” I kinda lost it lol like “yeah fuck ylu im not bringing ANYTHING in my paint room” Alot of turmoil is going to happen and cause my jaw to just have constant flare ups, it already is with the amount of added stress my dad puts on me with this treating me like I’m a Neuro typical person and when I can’t do something right that is easy for a normal person, he puts me down for it. I’m gonna have to live in his living room, with my two cats, while he’s sleeping and working in his bedroom. I won’t be able to stand it for long Arizona is the highest in price gauging 88% increase (did i already say this lol) BUT ITS RIDICULOUS and just solidified that I don’t want to find a place here.. if that cul de sac free six month living place works somehow miraculously (I have a feeling they’re going to dig and find a bunch of shit like fines from past apartments for not repainting the walls ever Lmfao) Fingers crossed 🤞 that this meeting goes well on the 30th 😬 cause this would be so fuxking amazing and the break I need so so badly. I’ve had a huge imbalance with good and bad right now in my life, so whatever the good is that’s coming, it’s gonna be a big one. I’ve taught myself that there is always an up after a down, but it has to get worse before it gets better, the living with my dad will auto make my life worse so pls hurry universe 🤣 BUT I will be lookig to move out of state if I don’t get in there, so if anyone wants to help with finding a place for me to make a mess that’s ventilated, anywhere in the country lolololol idc anymore 😆 I just want to be able to live comfortably and okay and not worry about $$$ every second wondering what I can do to make rent every month bc I’ll be going from laying $400 to paying at LEAST $1700 (that’s the price of the ghetto here lol) I had one last paint sesh yesterday and am Leaving that room to pack last haha I’m taking all finished art with me so my shop can be active still and will be figuring out how to navigate around this situation, of not being able to paint cause it’s my ONLY coping mechanism for staying sober (besides the stability I had and now don’t lol) I’ll be doing a lot of editing, and prob find another art form to do idk 🤷‍♀️ But I promise I will keep up on here and post daily or as much as I can! Things are going to be chaos here for the next couple weeks so sometimes I might just post photos or content without a caption 😅 Thank youuuuu so much everyone who came and joined, if you didn’t get a message from me With a content link and you joined over the last week, message meeee!!! I tried to get everyone but I prob missed a few xD Gonna be printing postage today, I ran out of my meds and this pharmacy is CONSTANTLY out of them, was supposed to get filled Friday so idk how mobile I can be today 😔 I have a constant migraine now, only position I don’t is fetalll? Lol 😂 I am writing this like that rn 🤣