Howdy 😋 Slowed down but still sped up Timelapse 😆 sent a top..

Howdy 😋 Slowed down but still sped up Timelapse 😆 sent a topless one to your inboxes heh Today was exhausting, my therapist whom I finally found the right one after a decade of searching told me it’s unethical to take me in instead of my other therapist, when last week she said her supervisor cleared it. It fucked my whole day up, I literally keep losing every single thing that’s stable in my life I think all of it is gone, except for here. This is literally the only stable thing in my life rn and it’s by no means “stable” 😅 but thank you guys so much for making me feel a sense of security through all of this. It opened my eyes more to how much people do care about me as a person and not an object (of course some still do but this is a pr0n site what do I expect 🤣) But knowing this and how much you guys want to be a support to me means the fucking world to me 🥲🥲🥲 I got news that my best friend needs cancerous tumors removed in his bladder and that was another jab in my heart today 💔💔💔 he has neurofibromatosis, a very rare disease where tumors just grow and when you go to remove them the body acts the opposite and just grows more. I’m rly scared 😔 send good vibes for him ❤️‍🩹 oh and wanted to show you guys first the piece I’m about to list 💕💙💚💕 it’s so glowyyyy! And some mini geode samples trying different ways of layering, some were total fails xD but I’m gonna still be making resin and alcohol ink shit until the second I have to say bye and leave cause it’ll take an hr to pack everything not even but imma start packing my paints tomorrow and I already feel a wave of sadnesss with that, I’m def not gonna be able to handle this for long, I know everytime I went on vacation all I thought about was going home to paint and that’s how it’s going to feel 😔🥺 and that was like only an 8 day vacation away from them lol was watching painting videos the whole time visiting my bf while he ignored me playing video games for a week 😂😂😂😂 just haven’t heard news about the application yet and agh 😱 so scareddddddddddd I need some good news Jesus fucking Christ hahahahah But my dad is letting me take my two kitties? That’s good news 🤣